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      • It Was the Moment (2024)
      • Ecstasy in the Shadow of Ecstasy (2020)
      • Exciting Times (2018)
      • New Decadence (2016)
      • Let’s Part in Style (2014)
      • Show Me The Face (2010)
      • Party Girl (2007)
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    It Was the Moment (2024)

    Bandcamp release date: Nov 6, 2024
    All other platforms: Nov 8, 2024

    Listen/download: Bandcamp  |  Order on 12″ Vinyl  | Spotify

    Tracklist

    1. Carried Away
    2. Shower
    3. Kosovo
    4. It Was the Moment
    5. Every Night Feels Like the Last
    6. Tragedy for Sale
    7. There’s No One Answer for Life
    8. Pictures on the Wall
    9. Goodbye My Dictator

    Lyrics

    Forgive me, I know no other way
    If I knew my place
    I wouldn’t throw myself like this
    No not again

    When I see that next light flashing
    No I can’t live on obligation alone
    Some would laugh and say I haven’t changed
    Watch me
    Watch me get carried away

    Oh my love
    Takes a certain kind of lostness
    How do some live their lives with such conviction?
    I could have a home
    Or maybe it’s my fate
    Watch me
    Watch me get carried away

    No your life’s theme
    You’ll never change
    Watch me
    Watch me
    Watch me
    Get carried away

    My mother is dead
    My children don’t let me sleep
    The money’s a problem
    On perpetual repeat
    My wife is angry
    My lover’s upset

    So I take a shower
    And let the hot water fall
    A waste of water
    Is no waste at all
    The hotter the better
    I’m at home in the steam
    I suspend all decisions
    With seven types of cream

    I don’t speak the language
    In the city I live
    I once followed a girl
    Now I’ve ended up here

    The weather is freezing
    And I’ve figured it out
    Blondes lead you North
    Brunettes take you South
    So make sure your lover
    Comes from a sunny place

    I take a shower
    And let the hot water fall
    A waste of water
    For my wasted heart
    Hotter than most can handle
    You’re welcome to try
    The old systems fail
    Those I honed all my life

    The war keeps on going
    No one knows what for
    A hundred years of trauma
    Lead to a hundred more

    Another madman in power
    Cause only madmen seek power
    Their eternal revenge
    That time you laughed in the shower

    Everyone is depressed
    Everyone is displaced
    We used to be together
    Now we’re all over the place

    I always sought newness
    Now I’m retracing my steps
    Seeking what’s familiar
    Scattered over continents

    Life without a mother
    Just isn’t the same
    My loyal protector
    Now a bag of grain
    I wish I could call her
    Miss her voice and her smile

    I take a shower
    And let the hot water fall
    A waste of water
    For my soul’s recall
    Just beyond the bathroom
    Could be my childhood home
    Being an only child
    Means that you mourn alone

    Oh
    I went to play a show
    Had my life in check
    I was on a roll

    Then something happened
    That flipped the switch
    When I got home
    I kept mumbling

    Kosovo
    I lost my mind in Kosovo
    I’m not the same
    As I was before
    Oh no
    I lost my mind in Kosovo
    That fateful day
    I let go

    It’s clear
    Something had to give
    I’d been a loaded gun
    For too many years

    Took just one finger
    Made me explode
    On those nameless streets
    Kosovo
    Oh, oh oh oh

    I lost my mind in Kosovo
    I’m not the same
    As I was before
    Oh no
    I lost my mind in Kosovo
    Dark of the night
    Hear me whisper
    Kosovo
    Oh oh oh!

    Went to the pawn shop
    With all my gold
    It was 2am
    And they were closed

    I was made to wander
    The world alone
    At the doors of strangers
    I feel at home

    A sensible life
    Can kill
    I only find meaning
    In the thrill

    I’d almost forgotten
    That I’m a lost soul
    Thanks for the reminder
    Kosovo
    Oh, oh oh oh

    I lost my mind in Kosovo
    I’m not the same
    As I was before
    Oh no
    I lost my mind in Kosovo
    Dark of the night
    Hear me whisper
    Kosovo
    Oh oh oh!

    What was that all about then?
    How easy to find a new distraction
    These endings I’ll never get used to
    What was it?

    It was the moment, it was the moment
    It was the moment, it was the moment

    Your eyes now fading from memory
    The ache no longer overwhelming
    Takes two to stoke the fires of unreality
    What was it?

    It was the moment, it was the moment
    It was the moment, it was the moment

    Darling don’t cool down
    Don’t betray the past by being in the present
    Don’t let ours be added to the heap of memories
    Nothing is sacred

    It was the moment, it was the moment
    It was the moment, it was the moment
    That’s all

    What’s a few months?
    What’s a few years?
    People tell me all the time

    But in my world
    Life is urgent
    And my ship is passing by

    No it isn’t a secret
    That I’m greedy for life
    I want all of the passion
    And I want it tonight

    Every night feels like the last
    Every chance is the last chance
    Every night feels like the last to me
    Every time we say goodbye
    No surprise to see me cry
    Oh every night feels like the last to me

    There are so many roads
    That I’ll never explore
    I have been down so many
    Yet all I want is more

    I have tasted the heights of bliss
    The everyday won’t suffice
    I want all of the passion
    And I want it tonight

    Every night feels like the last
    Every chance is the last chance
    Every night feels like the last to me
    Every time we say goodbye
    No surprise to see me cry
    Oh every night feels like the last to me

    Yes it’s an open secret
    That I’m greedy for life
    I want all of the passion
    And I want it tonight

    Every night feels like the last
    Every chance is the last chance
    Every night feels like the last to me
    Every time we say goodbye
    No surprise to see me cry
    Oh every night feels like the last to me

    You don’t pay me to be happy
    You don’t pay me to have fun
    We all need entertainment
    Watching others come undone

    My childhood wasn’t easy
    It made me who I am
    It helps to sell the tickets
    Come and get ‘em while you can

    Tragedy, tragedy for sale
    Tragedy, tragedy for sale
    Come see the train wreck I’ve become
    And when the show is done
    The tragedy goes on

    The shittier I feel
    The better is the show
    It costs a little extra
    To watch me break from the front row

    A million people know me
    But we don’t talk on the phone
    I can’t make conversation
    But I can bare my soul

    Tragedy, tragedy for sale
    Tragedy, tragedy for sale
    Come see the train wreck I’ve become
    And when the show is done
    The tragedy goes on

    You can find me in the spotlight
    You can find me in the mud
    It’s the price I’m willing to pay
    For a bit of your love

    A little fame won’t help you
    Resolve the matters of the soul
    Still we all dream of being
    Recognized at the shopping mall

    They cheered for my beginning
    They’ll cheer for my demise
    Every two dozen roses
    Comes with a side order of fries

    Tragedy, tragedy for sale
    Tragedy, tragedy for sale
    Come see the train wreck I’ve become
    And when the show is done
    The tragedy goes on

    There’s no one answer for life
    Give me a choice, both is what I like
    I love the east coast and the west
    I need familiar, and I need fresh

    Give me a palace for a home
    I’ll get the urge to pitch a tent upon a stone
    I need the city and the crowds
    I need the wild sacred grounds

    There’s no one answer for life
    Give me the city and I’ll crave the countryside
    Give me a husband and I’ll ask you for a bride
    There’s no one answer for life

    I need peace and space to think
    But not too long, it may push me to the brink
    I need the nightclubs and the raves
    Then retreat back to my caves

    You wouldn’t ask a shoemaker to sing
    So why expect one person to give you everything
    Give me a soulmate, one for either side
    Give it from the front, I’ll ask it from behind

    There’s no one answer for life
    Give me the city and I’ll crave the countryside
    Give me a husband and I’ll ask you for a bride
    There’s no one answer for life
    There’s no one answer for life
    Give me a porsche, I’ll still hitch a ride
    Give me a beauty and an ugly on the side
    There’s no one answer for life

    Give me the late nights and the crack of dawn
    Give me an angel and satan’s spawn
    Give me the big lights of success
    And the beginning’s innocence

    There’s no one answer for life
    Give me the city and I’ll crave the countryside
    Give me a husband and I’ll ask you for a bride
    There’s no one answer for life
    There’s no one answer for life
    Give me a porsche, I’ll still hitch a ride
    Give me a beauty and an ugly on the side
    There’s no one answer
    No one answer
    There’s no one answer for life

    As a child there were pictures on the wall
    They seemed like ancient history
    From the life my parents left behind
    So far from our reality

    Now I’ve lost my dearest and my best
    And I’m living far away
    These may seem like just any photographs
    But they mean the world to me

    They’re not just pictures on the wall
    They’re the life I’ve always known
    From the place that was my home
    Really not so long ago
    They’re not just pictures on the wall
    They’re the deepest part of me
    They’re not just pictures on the wall
    They’re the realest world of all

    I go about life the best that I can
    Most days I feel ok
    But sometimes I look at these photographs
    And I get swept away

    Can’t believe there’s no trace of them left
    Only my witnesses eyes
    How I wish I could dive right back in
    Have them all here by my side

    They’re not just pictures on the wall
    They’re the life I’ve always known
    From the place that was my home
    Doesn’t exist anymore
    They’re not just pictures after all
    They’re the deepest part of me
    They’re not just pictures on the wall
    They’re the realest world of all

    Now my children point and asks me “Who is that?”
    For them it’s ancient history
    But there are no words that can convey
    The depth of what they mean to me

    They’re not just pictures on the wall
    They’re the life I’ve always known
    From the place that was my home
    Doesn’t exist anymore
    They’re not just pictures after all
    They’re the deepest part of me
    They’re not just pictures on the wall
    They’re the realest world of all
    They’re not just pictures on the wall
    They’re the realest world of all

    You’ll never get love by force
    The truth will always take its course
    Some people really have no shame
    It’s just an illness with a name

    We were having too much fun
    Drinking coffees in the sun
    Someone wanted to be king
    Came and fucked up everything

    Goodbye my dictator, goodbye
    Cause everybody knows it’s time
    You’ve had more than your share of pie
    Goodbye my dictator, goodbye

    It’s hard for most to understand
    That good intentions not all have
    Why must we always stand on guard
    When there is love and there is art

    We were having too much fun
    Drinking coffees in the sun
    Yesterday life was divine
    But now we’re going back in time

    So goodbye my dictator, goodbye
    Cause everybody knows it’s time
    You’ve had more than your share of pie
    Goodbye my tormentor, goodbye
    Goodbye my dictator, goodbye
    Cause everybody’s sick and tired
    We’ll all be dancing when you die
    Goodbye my dictator, goodbye

    Goodbye my dictator, goodbye
    Cause everybody knows it’s time
    You’ve had more than your share of pie
    Goodbye my tormentor, goodbye
    Goodbye my dictator, goodbye
    Cause everybody’s sick and tired
    We’ll all be dancing when you die
    Goodbye my dictator, goodbye
    Goodbye my dictator, goodbye
    Goodbye my dictator, goodbye

    Credits

    All songs written, performed and produced by Michelle Gurevich
    Michelle: vox, keys, electric guitar, classical guitar
    Steve Fishman: bass on 1, 3, 4, 8 and electric guitar on 3
    Matt Davies: drums on 1, 4, 8
    Brian Griffin: drums and percussion on 3
    Larry Salzman: percussion on 5 & 6
    Thiago dos Santos: upright bass on 6
    Tymek Wojtewicz: bass on 4
    Roman Gottwald: accordion and saw on 2
    Chimes SFX on 4 by kjy883, freesound.org
    Mixed and mastered by Chris Brown
    Mastered for vinyl by Kramer

    Album design by Michelangelo Greco
    Album cover collage by Michelle
    Collage includes photos by: Robin Thomson, Lisa Bregneager, Mario Dzurila, Enrico Dallmann

    Thanks to the Danish Arts Foundation for their support of this project.

    © Copyright Michelle Gurevich